Depends on what you mean by "are". If you're talking about any kind of divine driving force that wanted me to be something... if that had gotten its way I would've wound up being a really terrible person.

But from what I've experienced in life, and what I've taken from those experiences gave me a lot of food for thought. So I took steps to help my extended family, to make sure we'd all still have a place in the world.

That and being an entity of pure darkness isn't easy in a world that caters to life born and sustained through the Sun.