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broken_puppet) wrote in
testrun_box2014-09-05 08:33 am
SRWU Application Test Post
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[Lamia is busy at a terminal looking further into the history of this world and into whatever personnel as she struggles to adapt to maintain her cover. As she pours over the records she isn't paying attention to the entrance which is behind her.]
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[Lamia approaches you with a confused expression as things calm down after a rather disruptive display by one of the younger members of the Unity Group.}
Why is everyone more amused by what happened than upset? You must adhere to the discipline or we cannot ensure that orders will be properly followed. [Lamia once more looks embarrassed/annoyed that her verbal tic has re-asserted itself.]
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[Lamia has just recently returned from a mission that turned south to a rather severe degree. Angelg is fine but another pilot has been injured during his unit's almost complete destruction. As she sits on a crate near in an alcove near her unit she looks upset as she thinks to herself.]
I have always been taught and seen that soldiers are tools to fight and die as the mission demands. Why am I upset now that they were injured when it ensured that we accomplished the mission?
[Lamia is busy at a terminal looking further into the history of this world and into whatever personnel as she struggles to adapt to maintain her cover. As she pours over the records she isn't paying attention to the entrance which is behind her.]
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[Lamia approaches you with a confused expression as things calm down after a rather disruptive display by one of the younger members of the Unity Group.}
Why is everyone more amused by what happened than upset? You must adhere to the discipline or we cannot ensure that orders will be properly followed. [Lamia once more looks embarrassed/annoyed that her verbal tic has re-asserted itself.]
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[Lamia has just recently returned from a mission that turned south to a rather severe degree. Angelg is fine but another pilot has been injured during his unit's almost complete destruction. As she sits on a crate near in an alcove near her unit she looks upset as she thinks to herself.]
I have always been taught and seen that soldiers are tools to fight and die as the mission demands. Why am I upset now that they were injured when it ensured that we accomplished the mission?

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But even if we were, soldiers still need to be able to unwind when off duty or they'll go nuts. Even if movies probably tend to exaggerate that.
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But she can see her.]
Hey. The mission was a success. I thought that's the only thing that matters for you?
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A soldier should be mentally disciplined enough to not need such disruptive behavior as to unwind.
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The mission is always paramount. If we sortie and fail then what happens to our objectives? I just feel annoyed for some reason that we didn't do it more cleanly. Thought I couldn't tell you why I feel that way.
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That's because the mission doesn't mean shit when people you care for get hurt.
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I guess being here confused me in that regard a bit.
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[Lamia stops and gives Chris an odd look as she thinks to herself.
People I care about? That shouldn't be possible. Soldiers are resources, tools to be used for a purpose.]
We have our mission and the goals to achieve, caring has nothing to do with a soldier's lifestyle beyond those. It just makes situations more complicated and adds uncertainty.
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Is there some reason you expected to feel differently?
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And, yes, it's a military unit. Just a really odd one.
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How can you save people if you don't care what happens to your friends? They're also people. That doesn't make sense.
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But...
[But why can't I just dismiss what she says. Lamia seems conflicted and confused even more.]
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[Here Ana'd been trying to read some poetry when somebody'd gotten the idea to try to do some bowling of all things.]
And I'd wish they'd just go and quiet down.
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...I don't see how that makes caring for your allies strange...is it really a new feeling for you?
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A soldier is supposed to just do whatever they're ordered to, like a soulless robot? This attitude is exactly why there's so much conflict in the world. I refuse to accept it!
Don't tell me you're okay with it too. If you were, we wouldn't be having this talk right now!
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